October 31st 2006

registration!

It’s that time of year again: time to figure out what I want to take next semester.

Typically, all the classes I’m intellectually interested in are classes I’d be insane to take in a single semester. Admin, Constutional Criminal Procedure, a couple of seminars, a clinic, maybe Business Associations…And, typically, the times are just not great. The two classes I know I want to take are several hours apart, and there aren’t any classes in the hole I really want to take. And the seminar I want to take is on the same day as Mr. Angst’s one night class next quarter. Which means we’d need a dog walker that day.

Sigh. I keep telling myself it’s more important to decide what topics I am interested in than to fret about times and such. But it’s hard for me to not worry about the scheduling of everything. And it’s hard for me not to worry that I’m going to be overloaded…AGAIN.

October 30th 2006

yeah, never taking the train at night again

I just read in the news that a woman was sexually assaulted getting off the train one stop up from my stop. Some guy followed her off the train to a side street, put a knife to her throat, took her stuff, and assaulted her. Notably, the stop where this occurred is not in a bad or sketchy neighborhood–though it’s urban, it’s also in the middle of a long string of bars and clubs which is well-lit and generally crowded till the after-hours places close at 4 am. (The assault happened at 3 am.)* The clientele of those bars and clubs is what I would kindly call “fratty” but not what I would call “really scary.” But someone got off the train at this particular stop, followed a woman, presumably towards her home in a not-inexpensive neighborhood, and assaulted her at knifepoint.

In other words, just because the people around you are spending a fortune on rent and mortgages doesn’t mean the area is antiseptic. Also, if this whole event isn’t a good reason for cab vouchers, I don’t know what is. Until I have access to cab vouchers (next summer), I think I’ll be throwing all of my loose change in a “cab fare jar.”

Update: The police have arrested a suspect. They tracked him down through his frequent-buyer card, which was attached to a set of keys he dropped at the scene. I’m still not taking the train that late at night, though.

*I NEVER take public transportation alone after about 10:30; I would definitely not do so at 3 am on a weekend. But I can understand feeling complacent, getting comfortable with your area, and deciding to go ahead and take the train. The tragedy is that, for this woman, this time, things didn’t turn out OK.

like deja vu, but not really at all

I’m having an out-of-context day. I keep seeing people and recognizing them, and wondering where I know them from. The problem is, the people I am seeing are my classmates, and I am seeing them at school, and yet am still finding myself wondering where I know that girl from.

Sigh. Mondays.

October 28th 2006

doing the math

I have five pages on my comment.

I figure if I can crank out five pages every day for 10 days, I’ll be done! Wow! I can totally not work on this for two-and-a-half more weeks!

just trying to keep my head above water

Sigh. A slew of spam comments started heading my way yesterday, so I had to turn on comment moderation. Sorry everyone. I’m trying to mark my regular commenters as “trusted” and if you’re trusted, you won’t be moderated. Everyone else? Sorry.

Update: Never mind. The “trusted” thing doesn’t seem to work. Moderation it is!

October 27th 2006

eat well, live well, sleep well

Mr. Angst and I just had the best meal.

I had received a gift certificate to this particular establishment several weeks ago, and didn’t really know what to make of it. I hadn’t heard of it, didn’t know anything about it, and actually didn’t notice the (very generous) amount until an hour or so after I’d received it. After looking it up online and seeing what it Was All About, we decided we’d go for Mr. Angst’s birthday. (As it turns out, it was also a celebration of my knowing where I’m going to work next summer.)

People. I have eaten some good foods. I have MADE some good foods. I have even spent some serious money on some good foods.

But none of that holds a candle to the foods I ate tonight. And not just the food! The service, the ambience, the wine list, all of it–what a completely WHOLE dining experience. Every bite, I enjoyed. Every sip, I enjoyed. Every minute, I enjoyed. I thought I had eaten well; I was wrong. I thought I was a “mini-foodie”; having not eaten at more restaurants like this one, I don’t think I am. I was too impressed/amazed/delighted by all of it to be able to criticize any of it–and isn’t that, after all, what foodies do?

[For those of you interested, we enjoyed an Australian pinot noir with a French prix fixe menu including such classics as salad Lyonnaise, and such non-classics as the BEST bleu cheese I have EVER had–I think from Italy. There were scallops and quail, veal and lobster, and a very nice tarte tatin to finish things off. Not to mention the two amuses bouches, compliments of the chef, and the muscato, gratis, in celebration of Mr. Angst’s birthday. Written out like that, it doesn’t seem like we could have been there for close to three hours, but we were. And every minute was outstanding. Sigh. Happiness is burbling up inside me.]

Sigh. I am full–but not overfull, a critical distinction–and happy, and actually really buoyant. Ready, I think, to attack a little thing called my comment tomorrow.

Bon appetit.

so dark. where’s the light??

Every year, I mention how much I hate Daylight Savings, how it completely screws up my schedule when the light changes. (I’m equal opportunity, here, too–I hate it in spring AND fall.)

My complaints were obviously made before I got a dog and assumed the morning walk responsibilities. I am so glad that next week, 7:00 am won’t be pitch black anymore

Seriously. You try finding poop on a bed of leaves with only the yellow streetlights to guide you.

October 26th 2006

Done, done, and done.

Well, kids, I am gainfully employed for next summer. Yep, you heard me. I accepted an offer and I am happy about it. Today I am also a little wistful for What Might Have Been–picking between Firm A and Firm B was tough. In the end, though, I made the only decision I could have made–of all the places I went to, my firm was the only one I immediately could see myself at. And that never changed, not once. So I’m pretty excited to know that I’ll be working in a place where I really feel like I fit.

Also? That’s the last thing you’ll read from me about my firm. Because, you know, I’m not stupid.

October 25th 2006

lessons learned

A 1L snapped at me in the library, standing up, glaring at me, and saying, “Can you keep it down?”

I wanted to respond, “Can you sit down?”

Really, honestly, it is WAY too early to be so stressed, especially when you’re studying in an open area with 30 or so other students.

October 24th 2006

random funny interlude

My dog is licking my pants. Specifically, the leg of my jeans. This reminds me of a friend of mine from college who used to get drunk and tell people to lick her pants. She also had this t-shirt which she purchased in some second-hand store that had Chinese characters on it. Since she did not know what the characters meant, she decided one night that they must mean, “Lick my pants!” After that, instead of screaming at people to lick her pants, she’d just point to the t-shirt.

Lick my pants!

Yep, still makes me laugh.

October 23rd 2006

this is me, actually plugging something

Kids, if you aren’t watching Heroes, you should be. Think the X-Men meets Lost meets Alias. Last night, NBC did a marathon, but each episode is also available on iTunes.

can you smell what The Rock is cooking?

My birthday present from Mr. Angst was, as you may recall, a sauce class at a local cooking school.

Last Thursday was the second of two classes, and since then, I’ve been trying to figure out ways to work what I learned into our weekly diet.

So last night, I made these chicken breastsagain–but instead of just throwing together a pan sauce, I made a roux in the pan, with the cooking oil and drippings, and whipped up a veloute with some of the same flavors as the regular recipe.

Verdict: Mr. Angst didn’t really like the roux flavor. Oh well.

I also wanted to try something different, so I made a dessert sabayon (or, if you are Italian, like me, a zabaliogne) with some white wine, egg yolks, and sugar, and served it over some sauteed apple slices. (Those Honeycrisps are getting eaten very quickly!)

Verdict: Mr. Angst proclaimed it “good, but with kind of that heavy, eggy flavor.” Well, duh. It’s made of egg yolks, sugar, and wine. That one might get used again, in lieu of creme anglaise over souffles, maybe.

Tonight, I wanted to keep going. I have an event to attend on Sunday, to which I promised I’d bring mac and cheese. Usually, when I make mac and cheese, I do this sort of minimal version that has about five ingredients and takes about five minutes to throw together: layer elbow noodles, shredded or sliced cheddar, butter, and salt-and-pepper (yes, that is a single ingredient), and pour evaporated milk over the top before baking. It’s good–and uber-cheesy–but I wanted to try “real” mac and cheese. So tonight I threw together a cheese sauce (bechamel plus shredded cheddar) and boiled up some egg noodles. Because I like a cheesy crust on my mac and cheese, I did throw a layer of just straight cheese on top, but that was my only concession to the quick-and-dirty version I usually make.

Verdict: not in yet. Will report later, maybe with pictures.

So far, then, I’ve made several of the sauces I didn’t know how to make already. (I already had Hollandaise, beurre blanc, and tomato sauce down.) What’s left? Brown sauce, maybe, even though I don’t really like brown sauce; mayonnaise, which Mr. Angst will NEVER eat, so I’m not sure it’s worth using up the oil; and a mushroom “foam” which tasted AWESOME but looked like puke.

I’m certainly trying to get my money’s worth out of the class, though. If the mac and cheese comes off, I may have.

Update 1: My verdict? The mac and cheese is super yummy! It’s cheesy but not too cheesy; the cheese didn’t separate or get oily like it sometimes does, and the cheesy on the top got mostly crusty (I needed more time in the oven and was too impatient). We’ll see what the rest of the family says when the rest of the family gets home later.

October 22nd 2006

Sunday grocery-blogging

Peapod came this morning and thank God. Because we were completely out of food–especially since I just cleaned out our (disgusting) fridge, throwing away tubs of leftovers that had been left WAY over.

One of the things I always forget to buy at the grocery store (or from Peapod, for that matter) is snack food. That is, things I can munch on between meals that won’t end up becoming a meal. For me, Goldfish and Cheez-Its are not snack food because, if I’m hungry enough, I will eat so many of them that I no longer want dinner. Snack food, for me, needs to be inherently limited in amount. Boxes of cheese crackers go on forever, and I can keep eating them forever. Not so with things like apples and blocks of cheese (cheese that I have to slice into, in other words).

This time around, therefore, I specifically thought of snack food when I put together my Peapod order. I browsed through the “aisles” on the website with snack food specifically in mind. And I ended up with some lovely brie and a half-dozen Honeycrisp apples. Add a box of gourmet crackers that has been sitting on the microwave for a while, and you have a pretty decent afternoon snack. Thin-sliced apples with smears of brie on buttery crackers…..yum. I mean, SUPER yum.

Now, of course, that I’ve eaten, I should be alert and energetic, because I have a comment to write. So I should do that. My stack of sources is at my side, the afghan is spread over my chilly feet, the dog is next to me (and making me laugh, because I keep throwing the blanket over his head and calling his name, which makes him stumble around under the blanket till he finds the edge and sticks just his nose out, thinking I’ve got a treat for him). It’s possible I should stop playing with the dog, since that means I’m not writing. It’s also possible I should stop blogging, since, though I’m writing, I’m not actually writing my comment. (That reminds me that I should compose a post about my writing process, because that’s something to write about around here. I know, it’s been really quiet around here lately.)

Weekly Law School Roundup #41

Welcome to this week’s Law School Roundup, a collection of meta posts by law students on the law school, and law school blogging, experience.

And that’s it for this week’s Roundup! Look for it next week at Evan Schaeffer’s Legal Underground, and then in two weeks, back here. Previous Roundups are also collected in Law School Roundup.

October 19th 2006

a post with some actual legal substance!

I don’t expect legal TV shows to be totally accurate all the time, but last night, as I was watching this week’s episode of Boston Legal, I got really annoyed. The case involved an employee who was fired because his boss didn’t like that he was a Scientologist. The employee sued. And suddenly, there was a great big constitutional thing going on.

Folks, freedom of religion/association/First Amendment is not what you sue under when you get fired for your religion. Instead, you sue under Title VII. The First Amendment rhetoric is, yes, more interesting, but isn’t the whole thing where they bagged on Scientology for twenty minutes enough? Also, I know the Boston Legal writers consult with legal experts (just ask Eugene Volokh). So do you think they sometimes say to their experts, “Yes, yes, we get that it would never happen this way, but give us something sexier than Title VII, OK? Something….Constitutional!” Because of course none of the scenarios on Boston Legal are exactly realistic, but at least they could try for some semblance of accuracy?

(Can you tell I’m taking an employment class this semester?)

October 18th 2006

woot!

Rock on! I totally thought he should and he did! Jeffrey won!

filling space

Cella is totally right: there is no updating around here because law school sucks. I have been working my ass off this week, and I am finally starting to feel like I’m not totally missing things, but what that means is that blogging really falls off the schedule.

But because the formatting around here is getting messed up due to the lack of posting and the ever-growing blogroll, I figure I should post something. Anything. So here’s your something.

Snow in October:

snow in October

Guarding His Prey:

begging

October 17th 2006

this is just to say

This is just to say that I’m busy, haven’t decided where I’m going to work next summer, and haven’t gotten enough sleep in days.

Sorry for the lack of anything more substantive.

October 16th 2006

dog = perspective

Sometimes all I need is a little dog to remind myself that things really aren’t that bad.

Yes, I was reminded of an assignment due at midnight this morning, and I wasn’t able to get started on it until this afternoon; and yes, I need to be doing research for my comment and actually writing some of the damn thing; and yes, I am about three days behind in my reading for all of my classes.

But I also have a healthy happy dog (who just turned around three times before plopping himself down in the middle of the cushy chair, and I have a yummy dinner in the works, and I have a brand new battery in my computer. I wasn’t really thinking about all those good things today when I thought I was going to completely lose my mind, for thinking of all the work I have to do that I am not getting done. I am now.

That is not to say my stomach doesn’t twinge a little when I realize how busy the next month will be. But I’m hoping if I can get through this semester, next semester will be a little less hairy–and at least I’ll be sort of inoculated to the workload. So for now, I’m going to finish up this assignment and send it on, and then I’ll tackle the next item on the list.

October 15th 2006

the not-quite Monday blues

Back home, after three whirlwind days with my family, one small cry over missing Our Old City–which still feels like home–and too much good food, wine, and beer.

Tomorrow morning, we pick up Himself, who I hope is happy and healthy and fresh-breathy. While right now I feel a bit blue, I know being reunited with our dog will lift my spirits. So I’m very much looking forward to that, because I need some spirits-lifting, else the rest of the semester is going to be very tough.

Finally, my new battery showed up over the weekend (mine was recalled), along with law firm cookies and new stationery I ordered a couple of weeks ago. Now I just need someone to write to with my new stationery; at least I can surf off the power cord and stuff my face with Halloween cookies while I think about it.

October 12th 2006

trippy

Oh my God, it’s snowing.

October 11th 2006

a doggy day

This afternoon, I opened the door to take Himself out for his afternoon walk and came face to face with our upstairs neighbor’s dog.

For background, Himself is not great with other dogs–mostly territorially–and the upstairs dog is also not great with other dogs, though I don’t specifically know what sort of issues he has with other dogs.

As soon as I opened my door, the other dog came towards our apartment, and Himself reacted. The two dogs nipped and snapped at each other, all gnashing teeth and growling, right on my threshold. My neighbor pulled his dog off, and I pulled Himself back inside; my neighbor apologized and asked if Himself was OK and I said he was fine. I closed the door.

[I want to make it clear that I am not blaming the other dog or Himself here; as far as I am concerned, the upstairs dog was either intrigued by our open door or by Himself while Himself was reacting territorially to a large dog coming towards his home.]

Himself was shaking and I noticed a little blood spatter on my wrist. Himself had a little blood on his muzzle, so I led him to the bathroom, where there is good light, and looked him over. He had a spot of blood on the side of his mouth, but it didn’t appear to be bleeding actively, so I figured it was either a very small cut or it was blood from the other dog. I wiped his muzzle, calmed him down, and took him out for his walk. While we were out, I stopped a few times to see if he was OK, and noticed a bit more blood, apparently from his gum. I wondered if he broke a tooth or cut his gum. Our walk was short, because I wanted to get a calmed down Himself back home to check him out further.

Upon returning, I noticed something sitting on the carpet outside our door–a tooth. Himself’s tooth! Himself lost a tooth in the tussle with the upstairs dog! This is what the blood was from–the tooth socket! The whole tooth appears to have fallen out, and it didn’t bleed for more than a few minutes, so I am not TOO concerned. I called my vet and they told me to bring him in tonight, but we’re taking him there in the morning, to board for our out of town trip, so I told her I’d bring him then unless he seemed to be doing badly.

So now I’m sitting at home, Himself curled up next to me, and I’m worried about him. Not about his health–I know he’ll be fine–but about his future behavior. I’m concerned he’ll start having even worse reactions to other dogs (though, while on his walk immediately after the tussle, we passed another dog without any particularly unusual reaction, which is to say Himself pulled a bit, but didn’t growl or lunge).

And, OK, maybe I’m a little worried about his health. What’s up with his teeth that one would fall out during a fight? The vet told us he needs to have his teeth cleaned, but didn’t mention that it was urgent or that Himself’s teeth were in serious condition. But he lost a tooth in an 8-second tussle with another dog!

My evening, understandably, I think, has therefore been a little less than ideal. I thought it would be a good evening–I was very gung-ho to get some work done, I had some really great ideas I wanted to start exploring for my comment, and I thought I might even do some pre-packing for our trip. Instead, I’m sitting on the couch, googling “canine tooth loss” and not finding anything helpful. And being very concerned for Himself, while trying not to act too concerned, such that he would get anxious.

Sigh. The perils of dog ownership. The benefit, of course, is that Himself showers us with so much love.

October 10th 2006

Reason # 1,953 to hate your cable company

They decide to switch from a perfectly good digital cable system to a perfectly crappy one. Listen, no one wants to look at swoopy lines and bubbles when scrolling through the guide; no one wants their settings buried behind buttons they’ve never had to use before. (Buttons on the remote, I mean. In other words, there are some settings I can’t get to unless I know which button on the remote to push.)

Seriously, I HATE the new system. It’s ugly and hurts my eyes; it’s slow; and I don’t know how to use it. What was wrong with the clean blue grid we had before? Huh?

a little more of a downer

Mr. Angst and I are going out of town this weekend–going home, as a matter of fact. And since I realized, last Friday, that our weekend trip was in fact this weekend, I have been completely and totally preoccupied.

All I want to do is get out of town. I want to see my family, I want to be home in Our Old City, I want a BREAK from where I am right now. I’m afraid I’ll have a lot to do, though, and that I’ll have to give up time with my family and in my city so I don’t end up falling behind, missing deadlines. I’m afraid the weekend will end up being more stressful than it should, and that what I really want–to spend time with my family and friends, relaxing and getting away–is not something I can even hope for.

Look, this semester has been hard so far, and it’s only one-third over. Of course, thank GOD it’s only one-third over, because if it were any later in the semester, I’d be TOTALLY SCREWED. Anyway, point is that I’m doing the ups-and-downs thing–sometimes things feel smooth and I feel like I’m getting things done; sometimes, like today, I feel like I am just not capable of getting anything done in the time I’m supposed to be getting it done.

Going out of town this weekend, then, could be a good or a bad–it could be a chance for me to get some perspective, see how the pieces of my semester are fitting together, etc. It could also just be the catalyst for more stress, if I don’t get enough done before/during to keep from being behind. I just don’t know. I know that it’s really hard to concentrate right now, because I just want to be home. And it’s hard to be happy here when I keep thinking of there as home.

October 9th 2006

another open letter

Dear Law Students,

Yes, yes, I know, we all “think like lawyers.” But we are also PEOPLE, right? Nice, collegial people? Yes? Yes, I thought so too.

With that being said, the next time someone politely asks you to keep an eye on their stuff while they grab some lunch, the proper response is probably, “Sure, no problem!” or “Well, I was actually just about to leave…” NOT “I accept no liability, but if you want…”

Because that last response? Just makes people think you are a shit not a nice, collegial person.

All the best, y’all.