divine angst

I will take my first exam tomorrow. I think I am as prepared as I can be. I know I have not done as much prep work as I have in the past, but I also know that I have been so busy the last several days that I’ve been working pretty efficiently. Maybe not efficiently enough–I am still sort of behind on some stuff. But almost certainly I’ve been working more efficiently than in past semesters. I feel better about my classes with fewer hours of study time logged. Let’s hope that’s not just self-delusion.

Today has just been a day.

I’m dealing with some unpleasant duties, some dealing with Word (which, um, I. Hate.) and some dealing with people (who, sometimes, I. Really. Don’t. Like.). I’m trying to figure out a good schedule for studying for Admin and Con Crim Pro. I’m trying not to get too excited that today is Lease Signing Day. And I’m trying to decide if I should push my start date at work back a week so I can attack the edits I have due with total concentration. (I’m thinking that wouldn’t work; I’m not much of a total concentration kind of person. I can hyperfocus on something for about an hour or two, and then I need to switch gears. Plus, I want that extra week of cash.)

So basically I’m just not in a very happy mood today. I’m not in a BAD mood, per se, I’m just not very happy nor am I, probably, at all pleasant to be around. I’m going to try and get over that here in a bit so I can enjoy Lease Signing Day (or Hour) this evening, and also not be completely worthless for continuing to get my work done.

See? I can’t even write good anymore.